My life
My world
My lies
My feelings
My thoughts
My anger
My love
My losses
My hands
My heart
My lips
My mouth
My body
My soul
My life
Mine
Mine to give as I want
Mine to dictate
Not yours
I have never been yours
I will never be yours
I have only ever been mine
Images flash through my mind
Hands on skin
Mouths connect
But the faces are blurred
Three in one
Which time was you?
Not sure which is which?
All so familiar
And yet so strange
I thought I loved them all
But did I really?
Was it love or lust?
Body or soul
Happiness or convenience
Do I love them?
Or am I just a lie
I hate all men
They first convince you that they love only you
You are first and foremost in their hearts of stone
But then you find out
They are petty and sex driven
They only care about their egos and if you love them only
They dont care what it takes as long as they get off in the end
They want it and they want it now
They want nothing but simplicity and happiness
Creamy white skin and fiery red hair
Lovely green eyes and freckles to match
And in the end they will leave you to get it
I hate men
I hate men
They seem to like you well enough
They are nice and loving when everyone else is cold
They get what they want
W
Why? - Tamed version by chocolatefreak, literature
Literature
Why? - Tamed version
You said you would always love me
You said that we would always be friends
You said you would always have time for me
No matter what
You said that you would always care about me
You said you would always be there for me
You said that you would never hurt me
No matter what
You said that though we may see other people that you would always love me
You said that though the distance may be great that we would always be friends
You said that you would always have time for me as long as you werent busy
No matter what
You said you would always care about me even though I couldnt come first
You said you would always be the
I dont know you ... well I guess I do know
Anyway Hi Im Becca!
I am blunt
Really BLUNT
Im crazy I like to play with bull whips and swords
Books and Paint-brushes
I like what I like and I know what I like
Unless it comes to boys then I have no idea
Books I like good
Paintings I like interesting
Swords I like useful
Bullwhips I like it long
But boys I so dont know
Tall
Thin
Medium
Built
I dont know
Is it personality?
I really dont know
But what I do know I really know and am firm on
And this is another thing that I know
I know that I am going to be one of the most confusing people th
My life
My world
My lies
My feelings
My thoughts
My anger
My love
My losses
My hands
My heart
My lips
My mouth
My body
My soul
My life
Mine
Mine to give as I want
Mine to dictate
Not yours
I have never been yours
I will never be yours
I have only ever been mine
Images flash through my mind
Hands on skin
Mouths connect
But the faces are blurred
Three in one
Which time was you?
Not sure which is which?
All so familiar
And yet so strange
I thought I loved them all
But did I really?
Was it love or lust?
Body or soul
Happiness or convenience
Do I love them?
Or am I just a lie
I hate all men
They first convince you that they love only you
You are first and foremost in their hearts of stone
But then you find out
They are petty and sex driven
They only care about their egos and if you love them only
They dont care what it takes as long as they get off in the end
They want it and they want it now
They want nothing but simplicity and happiness
Creamy white skin and fiery red hair
Lovely green eyes and freckles to match
And in the end they will leave you to get it
I hate men
I hate men
They seem to like you well enough
They are nice and loving when everyone else is cold
They get what they want
W
Why? - Tamed version by chocolatefreak, literature
Literature
Why? - Tamed version
You said you would always love me
You said that we would always be friends
You said you would always have time for me
No matter what
You said that you would always care about me
You said you would always be there for me
You said that you would never hurt me
No matter what
You said that though we may see other people that you would always love me
You said that though the distance may be great that we would always be friends
You said that you would always have time for me as long as you werent busy
No matter what
You said you would always care about me even though I couldnt come first
You said you would always be the
I dont know you ... well I guess I do know
Anyway Hi Im Becca!
I am blunt
Really BLUNT
Im crazy I like to play with bull whips and swords
Books and Paint-brushes
I like what I like and I know what I like
Unless it comes to boys then I have no idea
Books I like good
Paintings I like interesting
Swords I like useful
Bullwhips I like it long
But boys I so dont know
Tall
Thin
Medium
Built
I dont know
Is it personality?
I really dont know
But what I do know I really know and am firm on
And this is another thing that I know
I know that I am going to be one of the most confusing people th
She was my first love and she was beautiful
She radiated joy and mystery and sex
And I fell into such depths of confusing emotion
That I had no way of getting out
And did
Not
Want
To
Uncertain words
And first-time acts
And the simple comfort of holding another human being
They say you never forget your first girl
And what they say is true
It was of course obvious that the other guy would hurt
I was oh so certain
And oh so romantic
And oh so sure that love was unshakeable
But even something so absolute is susceptible
To humanitys obvious flaws
A glaring one being uncertainty
And so times got tough
And unc
Hopeless Romantic's Prayer by RedEarthofTerra, literature
Literature
Hopeless Romantic's Prayer
I want someone to give me a back massage.
Who's skilled in subtlety and espionage.
I want someone who can loosen my heartstrings.
Someone who tickles my silliest dreams.
I want someone brave who can take me aside,
I want to keep secrets, but I don't want to hide.
I want to feel something as true as the seas.
Something as strong yet as pure as the breeze.
I want a lover who lights each smile on fire.
Each deeply-etched giggle coated thick with desire.
I want an artist who paints on the sky.
I want a poet whose words make me sigh.
I wanna just close my eyes and dream.
I want him to make me bright as sunbeams.
I want to fall and ne
Current Residence: my skin deviantWEAR sizing preference: my size Favourite genre of music: everything but rap and regge Favourite style of art: Painting Operating System: Acrylic Paint MP3 player of choice: Ipod or Zune Shell of choice: Snail with Garlic and Butter Wallpaper of choice: Blue Paisley Skin of choice: Furry Favourite cartoon character: Jessica Rabbit Personal Quote: Back Up My Hard Drive? How Do I Put It In Reverse?
Favourite Visual Artist
....
Favourite Movies
The Lord of the Rings series, The Princess Bride .....many many others
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Flogging Molly, Andrew Lloyd Webber, Silly Wizard, again many many others
[x] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn.
[x] done drugs.
TOTAL: 9
[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] cut yourself.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[x] seen someone die.
TOTAL: 19
[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x ea
Lost a friend?
Yes.
Had your heart broken?
Yes.
Had a stalker?
no
Done something you've regretted?
yes though the question should have been "Dated something that you regret?"
Lost someone?
Didn't I already answer this?
Cut class?
no
Were involved in something you'll never forget?
Quite a few things.
Visited a different country?
No
Cooked a gross meal?
Nope.
Lost something important to you?
ya
Got a gift you adore?
Yep!
Tripped over a coffee table?
We done have a coffee table so no
Dyed your hair?
not really
Came close to losing your life?
Yes a few times actually
Went to a party?
a few
Read a great book?
Yes, m
I have something I'd like you to see, one of my journal entries that you never saw, or ignored. If you don't want to, that's fine, but scince I wrote it for you and you've never seen it, makes me feel ignored. ttyl
its going. its cold here but them what else do you elppect in alaska. other then that not much. i have a job that looks to be cool and other then that not much.